A GIRL IN A BOY'S SCHOOL
(One Problem After Another)
"I asked you something, CeCe." He said. He looked angry.
I looked down. What was I doing here again?
I put my hands in my pocket and I felt a paper.
Then I remembered. I was supposed to
give this paper to Matt and explain to him
about that incident!
I looked back at him. He had dirt on his forehead and shirt. He must have seen playing football at the field.
"I'm here because..." I said hesitating, trying not to seem weird. Matt raised his eyebrow in suspension.
"Go on.." He said, coming closer to me slowly.
"I wanted to ask Hans something." I blurted out.
"Erm, Hans told me to come here to help him with school work... You know that he kind of struggles in Art and since I'm quite good at it, I thought why not help him?" I said while smiling sweetly at him, trying to cover up the truth.
Matt stared at me.
He didn't look like he believed me at all.
I smiled yet again while trying to act normal. "Anyways, since he's not here. I'll come later." I said moving ahead to sneak away.
I looked down as I made my way to the door. A hand quickly grabbed my arm. I looked up to see Matt looking at me, softly with tender eyes.
"You're lying." He said, softly in a low voice.
I took his hand away from me. "I don't like getting touched," I mumbled while frowning.
"Sorry." He apologized to me while facing me. "But just tell me the truth why you're here."
"I told you the truth," I said glaring at him.
He looked down, thinking about something.
I rolled my eyes. I put my hand on the doorknob and opened it to leave from there.
Matt quickly threw his hand at the door and closed it with a bang sound.
I quickly looked back. He looked angry yet again. I instantly backed away and my back hit on the wooden door with a thud.
He came closer and put his one hand on the door, near my head.
"I don't like being lied to." He whispered with a slight groan in his voice.
"I wouldn't lie to you," I said, trying not to get angry and cover-up for myself.
"I told you the truth and you can ask Hans if you want," I told him looking away towards the windows.
I didn't really lie, to be honest. Hans did need help but he didn't ask me to come here.
I looked back at Matt.
He was staring at me again. I hate it when he has that look. Like he's searching for something.
He came closer to my face. We were just inches away from each other. I tried not to look at him but I couldn't help it. I looked at his face and then everything changed.
I felt something in my heart. I don't know what. He looked so perfect. His beautiful eyes, his jawline and then his soft lips. The lips that looked so... so... kissable.
Then I did something, which I couldn't believe myself. I moved towards him slowly and kissed him softly on his lips. It was a light kiss and a short one but it was enough for me to feel alive. I also wonder why I kissed him so suddenly before him I have only kissed my boyfriends when I was still in the US, but this was the first time that it felt so right...I looked at him, waiting for him to get angry and explode.
But no, he just stared at me. And if I wasn't mistaken, it was like he wanted it too. I quickly moved away from him and put my hand on the doorknob, ready to go that instant!
He put his hand on top of mine. I looked back at him. Before I could speak or say anything, he crashed his lips on mine. The kiss sent butterflies in my stomach, it made me shiver a little. He put his hands on my waist to support me and pulled me towards him. He kissed me more deeply and I could feel Matt getting hungrier for me. But I couldn't stop, I didn't want to. It was the first time I felt so alive for ages. I felt so loved or was it really the feeling of love? How could something so wrong... feel so right? Slowly he deepened the kiss again, making me feel dizzy with weird feelings popping inside me.
Then I heard a burst of laughter. I quickly pushed Matt away from me softly. I listened again. But Matt didn't bother to be concerned over those noises of laughter and talking, he was just staring at me deeply in my eyes.
Then I heard it again, I tried to bring his attention towards those noises.
"Matt," I whispered calling him. He looked into my eyes as if he gained attention.
"Yeah?" he asked in a dazed state. He was looking so handsome.
"I heard laughing and talking voices from outside.
We both quickly opened the door and looked out. All the boys were coming in the dorm, it seemed like their football match was over, they were laughing and talking. They were at the corner of the door of the dorm, so they couldn't see us.
My eyes widened.
Shit, I can't get caught.
The boys will think I'm some kind of creep sneaking into the boy's dorm. I quickly shut the door and looked at Matt.
He was looking down at me, with confused eyes.
"Matt, you have to help me. I can't get caught!" I whispered harshly.
Matt sighed and put his hand through his hair. I could hear the laughter coming closer.
"Matt," I said, calling him again with pleading eyes.
"If anyone knows that I'm here, then they will think things which are not true."
"Fine. I'll help you." He said with a sullen expression like he was giving up.
"But on one condition." He said, looking at me straight in the eyes.
I rolled my eyes.
"Fine, what do you want?" He came closer to me, looking at my lips then my eyes.
"I want to know the real reason you're here." The laughter was so close.
"But I told you-"
Matt interrupted. "Oh come on, CeCe, I wasn't born yesterday.
You obviously knew that we were all outside in the field so you must have come for another reason and don't expect that I would believe such a lame excuse that you threw at me."
The laughter was just a few steps away. I could hear Hans now, talking about winning the match.
"Fine!" I said, giving up.
I'll just tell him. He deserves to know. I just didn't want to get caught doing so. He smiled before taking my hand and bringing me to the bathroom that was on the right side of the room.
"What's the plan?" I asked him in a low voice that no one from outside hear my voice. The bathroom was small but was amazing.
Matt came close and whispered. "Just wait here and I'll try to get everyone out so you could sneak away from here." I nodded.
He gave me an awkward smile before leaving me in the bathroom. I sighed.
I hope this goes as he said. I put my ear at the bathroom door to hear what was going on.
"Hey, Matt." It was Hans.
"How come you came inside early?"
"Oh, erm, I just got bored," Matt said. I could hear him, he was very close, which means he was right near the bathroom door, I shivered a little and held my breath.
I felt protected somehow though. "Okay, I'm going to have a shower now. I fell into the mud like 20 times." Hans laughed, cracking a joke.
My eyes widened.
Oh, fuck what do I do now!?