(The mistake that changed her life)
‘Wake up'..I heard Tanisha whisper and I opened my eyes..
‘It's morning already??'.i yawned loudly and turned around..
‘Yeah it is, you've been here all night but she's out of surgery'..She replied and I scurried up to my feet..
‘Is she awake?? Where is she??'..
‘Chill,she isn't awake yet but she's out of danger and we can see her'..She replied and I gulped hard.
I followed her and when I saw Elsa's unconscious body I almost broke down in tears seeing how pale she looked..
This is all my fault...
I should've been there for her..
I should've stayed with her and not give up on our love..
I should've been there with her..
My eyes opened and when I turned around I found myself in the hospital and then felt a hand on my mine..
‘Derek??'..I said weakly and he kissed my forehead..
‘I'm sorry Elsa,if only I was...if only I was there with you I would've done something'..He whispered and I smiled weakly..
‘I was the jerk and not you so you shouldn't apologize,it's my fault for pushing you away just because I was scared'..
‘Yeah I was scared'..
‘Scared about what??'..
‘That you'd stop loving me?? I thought that part of the reason you loved me was because of Damon and —
‘Oh my God,I can never love you just because of Damon?? I love that kid but love you more and God help me I wanted to kill myself while we were apart,please don't scare me like that again please??'.He chuckled and kissed my hand..
‘Does this mean that you forgive me??'..i asked..
‘No, it means I love you and we're in for a very long haul'..