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(I don't know want to disappear)

In Jacob's now restored memories, Emily had belonged to Jack once.

However, Emily was later in love with Jacob, and yet she still betrayed and deceived him. Along with Jack, she murdered his younger brother.

If that wasn't the cherry on top of an ice cream, she ran away, pregnant with his own child.

If Jacob wasn't mistaken, he believed that Sean was deliberately blurring his memories in fear that Jacob would act impulsively and have revenge on Emily.

Remembering how vile and vicious Emily was, Jacob wondered why she was stuck in his mind like glue and he kept thinking about her instead of trying to forget her.

Jacob thought that perhaps, it was because there was still hatred in his heart and that he hadn't avenged his brother yet that made Emily unforgettable in his mind.

Whatever took, he wouldn't let go of this woman easily.

Whatever really happened and where this woman was now, he decided to find out and act on this restored memories.

Meanwhile, in the Lu residence back in D country, Emily could be found locked in like a prisoner.

She was like a walking dead. Hell, her life here was worse than death itself. Her self-awareness was slowly deteriorating, and even her soul was being crushed broken piece by piece as if she was a puppet being reorganized.

In whatever was left of her consciousness, Emily knew that Sean wanted to turn her completely into Cloris, his sister, but she was not Cloris, and she would never be her. Her name was Emily.

She had her own lover, and they had a child together. She wanted that her own life back, and she never wanted to be a stand-in for anyone else.

However, Sean was determined to turn her to the sister he wanted. Every day, he would inject her with many complicated drugs and hypnotize her. With the medication and the hypnosis carrying on, the way Sean looked at her became softer and softer, as if he was looking through her fragile and weak body and see the Cloris gradually waking up from within Emily.

No matter how strong these medications were, Emily kept fighting against them and never gave in. It was a miracle that she was still conscious despite the amount of drugs Sean had injected her to fulfill his cruel and selfish desire.

Every time Emily fought, Sean would coax her as if he was comforting a crying child. "Don't you think your life now is full of misery and despair? My team had researched a new kind of drug that can end your suffering right away without any side effects."

He could have injected her right then against her own will, but he didn't force her, because he was as cruel as wanting Emily to be willing to get medicated.

Sean crossed his arms and said, "I don't care who you are, Emily or Cloris. It doesn't matter. I only know that you are my sister. What difference does it make, right?"

Hearing this, Emily felt anger inside of her. She looked at him with piercing cold eyes and said, "Yes, I would be willing to be your sister."

Sean's eyes widened in surprise. It shone and flickered in the bright light, and his lips curled with joy, but before he could respond, Emily added, "But I will never be willing to be a stand-in for the girl you had been obsessed with for years. Your very own sister! You are disgusting and a pervert."

Sean's face fell at once. The light in his eyes flickered out, and his lips formed a thin line. After a moment, the edges of his lips rose forming a weird and creepy smile on his face. He shrugged and said, "You are right, but so what?"

He reached his hand out to pinch Emily's slender chin, leaving a red fingerprint on her bruised and pale skin. "Let me remind you, Emily. You have been the substitute of Cloris from the very beginning.

Are you really going to burn the bridge after having crossed it? Are you really just going to escape now after enjoying everything she had without even fulfilling your obligations?"

Emily chuckled mockingly with disgust as if she had heard a joke. It felt new to her once more, the feeling of laughter. It was indeed the first time again that she was able to laugh like this in days.

However, she was not laughing, because she was happy. She felt the contrary, and she stopped as soon as she felt the fatigue take over her as if laughing was a great toll.

"Well, is that so? You really think that I hadn't done anything, huh? Your family's company in Z Country stands because of me. Oh yes, I was not ignorant. I knew that you used me to do your money laundering, but I let you and pretended not to know."

Hearing this, Sean's eyebrows furrowed. "You know that I will never let anything bad happen to you, and if something did, I will try my best to help you out, you know that."

Furthermore, Sean never agreed to Emily's arrangement to go to Z country, and Emily did because she wanted to avoid him. And with the help of Sean's parents, she would finally have a chance to return to Z Country.

She would have a chance to reunite with Jacob and form their family once again.
Then again, it was also the reason that she suffered so much.

Sean's freedom before was limited and restricted, giving him no choice but to watch Emily been taken away from him.

Now, he was in a different situation, and no one could stop him from doing anything he wanted to do, including all the effort of trying to turn Emily into Cloris.

Emily looked at Sean still with the same cold stare. "I don't mind. Like you said, it is an obligation." Her tone was light, but there was a hint of mockery and irony as she said, "However, my obligation does not include reciprocating your love, which, by the way, I believe that she did not want to do as well."

Sean's smile dropped. His eyes darkened, and his face turned gloomy. Suddenly, he had a sudden change of mind. He was not going to wait for her ethereal and willing heart, because no matter how hard he tried and waited, he was just wasting time. Besides, it was meaningless to begin with.

As long as he achieved his goal and get the outcome that he wanted, then he could care less about anything else, and more so to the things and people that got in the way.

Sean sighed and shrugged. He decided to give up persuading her and said, "Well, that's it."

From Sean's words and expression, Emily started to feel nervous and afraid.

Although she tried her best to stay composed so as not to give Sean the satisfaction that she was actually frightened to death, her voice slightly trembled betraying her own self. "Sean, what are you going to do to me? What will you gain from this? Whatever it is that you want, I will never give in!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Sean looked at her back with cold eyes and clapped his hands. Emily wondered what that gesture was for until several people wearing white coats came in. One of them was pushing a medicine cart while the another was bringing in a heart rate monitor.

Emily's eyes widened in fear, but Sean no longer paid attention to how Emily felt or reacted. Her words just now stabbed his heart deeply and made all those resentful feelings he tried to bury in his heart for years come out all at once.

He couldn't accept that neither Cloris nor Emily were willing to reciprocate his feelings. 'Was my love so unbearable in their eyes?

Why did they have to treat me like this? Am I unworthy of loving and being loved back?'

Sean believed that he was not a sister-con and nor did he find the whole thing incest. All he knew was that he was just in love with a woman who happpened to be his sister.

'Is it wrong for me to love someone? What did I do? Why did both of them refuse to be with me?

And chose other men than me…

Well, it doesn't matter now. I will make her fall in love with me whatever it takes, ' Sean thought.

When every equipment was settled and into place, Sean soon ordered, "Grasp her."

One of the doctors nodded and said, "Yes, sir." He then moved towards Emily, who was trying to struggle away from the doctor, but she was too weak and too tired to move further away. The doctor was able to catch her and tied her up to keep her from moving around.

Emily glared at Sean, her eyes sending daggers that didn't affect Sean at all. She screamed, "Sean, what are you doing?

How could you do this to me? Let me go! Sean, let me go, damn it!" Emily started to feel panic and fear. She struggled and tried to break free, but all the drugs that Sean had injected her made her frail and exhausted, making her little efforts useless. She realized that she couldn't do anything to save herself from this situation.

She was faced with the great power of a few adults, making her seem like a vulnerable child that even her resistance just seemed to tickle them instead of doing them harm.

Sean kept quiet and focused on preparing the medicine that he and his team had recently researched on and created.

It took numerous experiments and improvements, but all those were steps to take to make this perfect product.

Sean named the drug: Reborn.

As long as the injection would stay in Emily's system for a long time and that the dose was sufficient enough, Emily's intelligence and memories would degerate slowly but surely in time, returning it back into a baby's state - empty and blank ready to be filled in with new information and experiences.

Once the drug would take in effect, she would not remember anything, not even eating, dressing, talking, walking, and all the things that she had learned and known about. Despite having the body of an adult, her mind would thoroughly be that of a baby's.

This was the so-called "reborn" that Sean wanted to happen.

She would have the chance to begin a new life.

Sean would teach her how to talk, walk, dress, and even eat. He would develop her into Cloris and turn her into the Cloris he knew and wanted. He would give her the personality and soul of Cloris, and let her attached to him alone for the rest of their lives, so that she would eventually fall for him.

She would never remember the name "Emily" again and all the experiences and the people that Emily met.

Watching Sean walking towards her with a needle in his gloved hand, Emily stared at him in horror as if she was looking at a demon. Her eyes were wide open in fear and shock of what was about to happen to her. With great anxiety and unmasked fright, she asked, "Sean, what the hell is that?"

"Shh, don't be afraid," Sean comforted. With his free hand, Sean caressed her face tenderly, feeling the tremble coming from Emily. "I said I won't hurt you remember? This drug will just make you forget everything and will give you the opportunity to be born again, giving you the chance to start over a new light."

Emily's eyes welled up. She swallowed a lump on her throat as a tear rolled down her cheek and said, "No. No, I don't want…" She bit her lower lip and looked at him with nervous and despair in her eyes as she begged, "Please, don't do this to me. Don't turn me into another person. Sean, please, you are better than this. If you do, I will disappear."



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