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   💃{She Danced For The King}💃




     Elena's pov

Ever been in a situation when you have always wanted something so badly that it almost hurt Everytime that you think about the fact that you would never be able to her it?

Ever been in a situation when you think that having that one thing you always wanted will bring the end to all your sadness and you would finally be happy?

Ever been in a situation where you think that your freedom is something that matters to you most and just when it's given to you, you discovered that it doesn't really matter like you thought it did.

Ever been in a situation where you think that something is going to make you really happy when you get it but then when you finally get that thing, it doesn't really make you happy like you thought it would and not getting that thing would actually do?

That's the situation I am right now.

The situation where I'm confused about what's happening right now. A situation where I don't even understand myself any longer and a situation where I feel something different from what I thought that I would feel.

I thought that having my freedom would finally set me free and I would be the most happiest girl on earth because I was so damn tired of staying im this palace but now that I have my freedom, I don't feel as happy as I thought I would.

In fact I feel the exact opposite for this. I feel like I shouldn't be going or maybe it's the fact that I do not want to go. I don't know what's it is really but I know this isn't how I thought I was going to feel when I finally get my freedom from this palace.

I didn't thought that I would feel indifferent about it.

Like it wouldn't really matter. I thought it would make me really happy but I guess not.

A knock comes to my door and I mutter a come in, knowing that it isn't the King because the king never knocks.

The guard comes into my room, walking closer to my shorter self and bowing down to me.

"The king has ordered me to bring out your stuffs and to take you wherever it is that you want."

He mutters and I sigh before nodding.

I guess this is really it.

I'm really leaving here this time.

He's really letting me go and I wonder if I'm making the right choice.

Is it right to just leave him or should I let him know that I do not want to leave anymore?

I shake my head. I don't think that I should do anything right now because I don't know the mood that he's in and I don't want to do anything to annoy him but I just wish that I could see him just one last night.

I guess not, this is it.

I'm really leaving.

     TBC ♥️.

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