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Xavier's pov

She left.

She left and I had let her go.

I had to let her go.

She was hurting just too much. Even though she didn't want to tell me, I knew that she was hurting.

She was hurting too much right in front of me and there was nothing that I could have done to help her ease the pains.

There's nothing that I could do because I'm so confused myself.

I don't know the way round anymore and everything is just so confusing right now.

Skylar is back. She wants me and although, I had been hurt when she cheated on me. There was no doubt that I would have been with her immediately she asks for my forgiveness if she didn't have an accident.

Bit now, I just don't know.

It isn't about the fact that I can't forgive her.

Oh, I will forgive her. In fact I have forgave her a very long time ago.

It's just about the fact that everything changed.

I don't know how the hell it happened and I didn't even realize up until now.

Okay, maybe I did realize but I decided to ignore it but now, I just can't do that anymore.

I don't know how the hell she has been able to do it or what the hell it is that she did but somehow, Michelle has managed to successfully make herself a place in my heart.

I don't know what it means. Hell! I don't even know what the hell I'm saying but I know that she means something to me. Something that I just can't figure out right now.

"How the hell is she alive? Like I don't understand any of what's going on. Xavier, would you just please say something?"

Diana yells from behind me and I can hear Clara telling her to keep quiet.

"Do you really think that this is the time for you to shout around asking what's wrong? Do you even care for your friend at all? Do you have any idea how confused he would be right now? We all know who Michelle is to him and we all know who Skylar has always been and the least of his worries right now is what you're asking from him? What the hell is wrong with you?"

I hear her scold her and I think about what she had said.

Who Skylar has always been to me? She has always been that girl that makes my heart beat faster with even much as a small smile from her. She still is, no doubt because I knew how much my heart hurt when she cried right in front of me.

It took everything in me to leave her and go to Michelle.

But the question I've been asking myself repeatedly is;

Who is Michelle to me?
      TBC ♥️.



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