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       πŸ–€{Getting Into His Dark World}πŸ–€

         πŸ¦‹ EPISODE 78πŸ¦‹{The Truth About Him.}







   "I do think that you should really stay here though. You look really good in my shirt."

Ryan says as he walks inside the room and I chuckle as he smiles at me while I shift in the bed so that he can sit beside me which I think is what he's planning on doing.

I don't really think that I should stay here.

It doesn't even make any sense that after dumping him and leaving him for Alexander then having some issues with Alexander and then I'm trying to be close to him again.

It makes me feel like a bad person entirely and I hate that feeling so fucking much.

"No it's fine, I will go together with Kate so we can both leave. I don't think that I should really stay here.'

I shake my head and he sighs before nodding.

"Because of what happened between us?"

He raises his brows at me but I'm quick to look away from him.

"No, it's not that really but I just don't feel like staying here. It isn't right to me and I don't want to stay here."

I whisper under my breath and he nods.

"That doesn't hurt like you staying away from me entirely and not even bothering to check up on me.."

He chuckles and I know that he isn't a happy one.


I start as I turn to look at him but he holds up his hand and shakes his head at me.

"No, you don't have to say anything because I understand everything that's going on with you but sincerely Lyla, even if you had broke up with me...."

He says and stops for a moment as if he hurts him to say that and I know that it does.

"You don't have to always stay away from me. Because no matter what you do, you will still remain that special person to me."

He says and I turn to look at him, shaking my head once again.

"Ryan please.."

I shake my head but he holds his finger over my lips and my heart beats faster against my chest as he leans closer to me and I know what he's about to do.

I don't really want to break his heart but this isn't fair to Alexander also.

Even if the relationship between us has no name and no label, he still had the right to touch me even though he had messed it up and even though we are having issues right now doesn't mean that I should be doing this with Ryan.

It makes me feel so bad if myself and I feel like I'm just jumping between the two guys.

"Ryan please..."

I whisper, pushing at his chest and he stops moving instantly but he doesn't move away from me entirely.

I breathe out as I let out a breath and I don't know what to do anymore when my phone starts ringing and I move away from him to see the very name that I've always long to see across the screen.

   TBC ♥️.

Do y'all all think that she should go back to Ryan πŸ€”πŸ€”



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