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            🖤{My Boss Demands}🖤

    EPISODE 40. {Confused.}






       "So you just literally ran out of there after he told you that you can't go?"

Kate says as she pass me a glass of water and I sigh before nodding.

"I can't stay with him anymore. Guys, I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm loosing control of myself and I'm not loosing it in a right way either, the way I'm loosing control is very wrong and it shouldn't be happening and I have tried avoiding it but it just seems the more I pull away, the more I get lost. "

I sigh, shaking my head and ria finally stands up from where she's sitting, walking over to me as she takes a seat next to me on the couch.

"What do you want to do about Ryan, Lyla? He's really going to be hurt if he finds out that you're developing feelings for another guy. "

Kate says and I shake my head instantly.

"I don't think what I have for Alexander is feelings. I don't even know what I feel for him, I don't know if I love him or if it's just because my body seems to always react to all of his touches. "

I sigh,shaking my head as I bend it low. Really ashame of myself.

Kate is right, Ryan is going to be really hurt if he finds out that I'm having confused feelings for my boss.

"What happened between the two of you when you stayed? "

Ria asks next to me as the memories of last night slowly creeps their way in and even though it's not right and even though he isn't even here at the moment, heart travels through my entire body. Settling on my core.

"Oh my God. Please Lyla,don't tell me that you had sex with him. That couldn't be it right?"

Kate exclaims and I chuckle before shaking my head, only for my chuckle to be replaced by a frown

Alexander is right. He's so right, even though I had been so hell-bent on the two of us forgetting that last night never happened, I wouldn't deny the fact that I wish it would happen again. I wouldn't deny the fact that I loved everything that happened. I wouldn't deny the fact that I don't regret a single thing about it but it's not wrong. That's just it.

Even after he had said it right to my face that the only reason I was so hell-bent on erasing that night is because I didn't want to hurt Ryan. Because I felt guilty and I couldn't even deny it because that's just it.

I don't want to hurt Ryan. I have known him for almost all my life and we have been together for so long that he have come to become a constant in my life.

"I didn't have sex with him but we did something.."

I trail off as I try to shake the thoughts that were trying to sneak their way in off my mind.

"What did you guys did?"

Oh God. How do I tell them this? That I had allowed him to touch me. That we were this close to even having sex. That I could have had sex with him that very instant if he hadn't stopped.

The way he has me wrapped around his fingers really scares me more than anything. It's like when I'm with him, all my senses just fly away and then after that, I start feeling guilty about what happened.

"He gave me a orgasm."

       TBC. ♥️

Guys... What should Lyla do about her situation 🤔🤔



  1. Lyla should follow her heart. Her happiness is wat matters

  2. Author, let's know if Ryan is faithful to Layla

  3. She is probably killing herself here and not following her heart while Ryan is not faithful to her



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