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 ❤💚A Mother

              For his son❤💚
🌈An arranged marriage with a kid involved??🌈
🌻Episode 39🌻

Carol's POV🌻

🎼i don't like my mind right now..
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary...

🎼Wishing i could slow things down..
   I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic..

🎼Yeah i drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me...
   Yeah I drive myself crazy cause I can't escape the gravity..

🎼I'm holding on..
   Why is everything so heavy...
  Holding on..
Why is everything so heavy??..

Tears streamed down my cheeks as I watched Nathan take his nap peacefully snoring like he usually does...

‘Baby'..I whispered stroking his hair...

‘Mommy?? Are you crying'..He asked in a murmur and in reply I kissed his cheek...

‘Uhmm baby I'm going to be gone for a few days for business okay??'..I whispered...

‘Will you be back mommy??'..He asked and I gulped hard fighting the urge not to cry again...

‘Y..yeah I'll be back'..o lied remembering the words Joel said to me...



He meant the love was all a sham...

The stolen kisses..

The caresses...

The late night swimming..

The love making..

The hot tubbing..

The morning breakfasts we make together..

The massages I give when he comes back from work..

The foot rubs he gives when i tire myself out...

The «I love yous»

It was all a sham...

And now lying to Nathan is the crown of it all..

‘Bye bye mommy,I love you'..He said and I smiled..

‘I love you too honey'..

Joel's POV🌻

I watched as Carol kissed Nathan's cheek and hid behind the side as she dragged her bags..

What the hell did i even say to her?!!..

How could I have even said what i said to her?!!...

This woman is the only person that can make me happy and she's about to leave cause of my stupidity...

‘Carol I'm sorry'...I begged as i followed her outside...

‘Move out of the way Joel'..She replied..

‘I'm sorry Carol please don't mind my words!!! I was so hurt and angry and i didn't want you to feel like Naomi's back in my life'..i explained..

‘Well she's back isn't she??'..

‘She isn't back Carol and that thing about our marriage being a sham was a terrible lie! Please don't go I need you,Nathan needs you we both need you to be here for us'..I said going down on my knees and she sighed deeply..

‘Last chance Joel,hurt me again and i would never return'..she replied..

‘No i won't,i promise i would never hurt you ever again'..

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