For his son️
An arranged marriage with a kid involved??
Joel's POV cont'd
‘You call me a coward??Cause I don't want to go out with you?? Why do women always have problems!!!'..I screamed at the top of my voice..
Yeah I didn't want to ruin her feelings and that's why I had to make Nathan tell her himself but that doesn't warrant or give her the right to call me a coward..
‘You are a coward Joel!! You're a coward and do you know why?? Cause you're afraid of the world ever since your ex wife left you!! You think all women are the same and knowing it isn't true you're still afraid to believe otherwise!! You think I haven't been through enough?! You think I haven't had my fair share of nasty bastards?? I once lost a child also Joel but what did I do?? I took a bold leap and faced the world cause that's what brave people do!! Even your kid hasn't been to a Cinema until yesterday!! Yeah I was looking forward to uncovering the tarpaulin you hide under but what I didn't know is that there's a large iron well covering you and you don't want to let it go cause you're a what?? A coward!!!'..She screamed and I snapped..
‘Carol just stop it okay??!!! Just stop it!!? Did you know the shame,the pain,the disgrace,the bankruptcy I had to go through because of what she did?? Nathan was few months old when she left Carol!!He was still a child?? I nursed him,fed him,changed his diaper and did everything a mother couldn't!!...I was my son's mother and my son's father!!! Do you think it's easy facing the real world when there's a little one right by your side?? No you don't cause you've never had a...'..My voice trailed off as soon as I realised the gravity of my words..
‘Yeah I don't have a kid I got that right!! I almost had a daughter once,she lasted three months until I miscarried!! So yeah you got hurt but I also did when I lost my child...Funny enough I was beginning to like you'..She said..
‘Carol please I didn't...
‘Its okay Joel,goodnight'..