The Pizza girl 2
(A fight for love)
‘Ready??'..Gabriel cut off with a clear reflection of pain in his eyes..
‘Kinda...look it's not that i don't love you or anything it's just that..'..
‘Just what Jasmine?!'..He snapped and i sighed deeply..
‘I'm scared okay?!! Yes you've caught me red handed I'm so f**king scared of getting married to you what do you think people would say?? Famous Billionaire Gabriel Alivo getting married to middle class Pizza girl??'..I said breaking down and he scoffed loudly..
‘Ohh give me a break Jasmine since when did you start caring about what people think?!!'..
‘Since all this!! Since when i hear little shutter sounds of cameras!! Since when people troop into the pizza shop just to see what i look like since when Mandy's day care facility always wants to drop her home just to see you!! Don't you see?! The whole world revolves around you even though you're no longer part of the Alivo firm!! The whole world bows at your feet and i can't help but wonder if I'd fit in!!'..i yelled and when i got no response I grabbed my purse to leave...
‘Look I..I'm sorry okay I'm just being insensitive..look I just can't wait I don't want to wake up and have to ride twelve miles just to be with the woman and daughter I love?? I don't want to be a part time father to Mandy whom she sees three times in a week?? I want to be part of your life forever Jasmine i want to make more children with you,i want you to be my wife more than anything in this world,I want all of you and more'..He said with affection in his eyes and i sniffed loudly..
‘You just don't get it Gabriel,you just don't get it'..i finally said and shut the door as i left..
I've seen movies..
I've read books but I've never been in a situation to really ask myself this question...
WHAT DO WOMEN WANT?!!.
I sighed deeply as i heard Jasmine call a cab to take her home even though she has the spare keys to my Volvo..
What else does she want from me?.
She knows i love her and she loves me too..
She knows i want to spend the rest of my life with her and she wants to spend the rest of her life with me too..
She knows I'm a great father to Mandy and I really like her parents...
She knows I'm doing the best I can to love her..
She knows I'm great when it comes to love making..
She knows I've trashed Jessica and moved on with the divorced...
So what does she want??..
I've asked her to marry me several times and she wants to but can't...
Her excuse about not being able to live in my world is totally baseless so I ask myself again..
What exactly do women want??..