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     Episode            61.


He turns to me with his brows raised and his lips twitch in a smile as he starts walking towards me and I breathe out. 

 "What do you mean by that? "
 He say, stopping in my front and dropping his bag in the floor. 

 "I don't want you to go. "
 I mutter, shaking my head and he stares at me. 
I don't want him to go. I don't. 
He has succeeded in becoming a big part of me. 
I don't feel like I would like it if he goes away from me. 
He's the first man since Sebastian that has managed to make me open up to him and I don't deny that I'm glad that I did. 

 "Do you mean what you're saying Isabelle. "
 He breathes out sharply, taking another step towards me, closing the distance between us. 

 He's dangerously close to me right now and i can feel his beard fanning my face. 
I breathe out and look down at his lips before taking my gaze to his face and nodding. 

 "Yes, yes I do. "
 I sigh and he smiles before wrapping his arms round my waist, making our chests touch and without thinking, I lean into him immediately. 

 "You don't want me gone? "
 He ask, arching his brows at me and I chuckle before nodding. 
I know he can't believe it but I will say it as much as I have to. As long as it would have him stay. 

 "You have no idea how I feel right now. "
 He smiles, touching our forehead together and I smile nodding. 

 "Will you stay? "
 I ask and he sighs, letting go of me. 
He doesn't want to? 

 "It's alright if you don't want to stay, I perfectly understand... "
 I start saying but he press his finger against my lip. 

 "It isn't like that. I will definitely like to stay, trust me I would but I don't feel like I should. 
I feel like I'm just leeching off you, it makes me feel uneasy that I'm living off you. "

 "I'm not complaining. Am I? It's perfectly okay. I don't feel like that. "
 I shrug and he shakes his head. 

 "I know you don't but I can't help but to feel that way. "
 He says and I nod here getting into his arms again. 

 "So what do you want to do? You want to leave still? "
 I ask, looking up at him and he shakes his head, wrapping his arms round my waist tighter. 

 "No.. Yes I should but I'm gonna stay for a little more time. Will find something and everything will be resolved. "
 He says and I nod before staring into his eyes 

Now that I'm staying this way with him, I realize that his eyes are really blue. 
They looks so sparking. 

 He leans down to me and my heart beats faster against my chest as he moves closer and closer to me while I lick my lips, anticipating the warm feeling of having his lips against mine. 

 He connects our lips together and I groan as he grabs my thighs and wrap my legs round his waist while I dug my finger into his our, threading it through it. 

 I will do anything. Absolutely anything to always be in his arms like this and the death of his much I really care for him terrifies me... A lot.



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