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🧘🏽‍♀️ Living With Him 🧘🏽‍♀️

   πŸ”ž{The Bad Boy Wants Me}πŸ”ž
πŸ₯° Camilla's Pov πŸ₯°

          I was currently in English class but my mind was else where. I didn't want to get detention again but I just couldn't concentrate. Everytime I tried, images of Kyle thrusting in and out of Eva and she screamed out his name flooded my head. I closed my eyes but it became even worse. I tried to focus in class but I ended up visualizing them having sex on the table.

"Umm ma'am, I have to use the restroom please." I chuckled nervously, she gave me a "look*. Nevertheless, nodded her head and I rushed out of class.
I really went to the restroom, sprinkled water on my face, staring at my reflection in the mirror.

"Holy Fuck!" I gasped as Eva appeared in the mirror. I held my chest turned around and she was standing there

"Either you're a figment of my imagination of we're making a habit of meeting in the bathroom." She chuckled nervously walking towards the sink. I glared at her as she did her business. I didn't want to seem like the cliche bitch bringing up her issues with her boyfriend but she did sleep with him.

"If you're wondering, Kyle is amazing bed. You know, whenever you're ready to have sex with him after starving him for God knows how long, I was more than happy to help." She beamed, I controlled my temper not to hit her because if I unleased it , I might actually hurt her.

"I have zero words to exchange with you Eva, my fight is with Kyle and not you."

"Oh, how mature of you. Just don't let him give you the drunk crap. Kyle was one hundred percent sober last night, I was the tipsy one, he was sober."

"Liar." I retorted clenching my fists.

"He's your boyfriend isn't he? How stupid are you. Kyle doesn't drink in case you forgot." I froze immediately, realising she was telling the truth. 

"Anyways, I hope you sort things out with your boyfriend. If you dont, I really like him alot so...." She trailed off with a wink and with a cat-like walk she went away.

I poured more water on my face trying to convince myself that there was zero truth to her words..

"It can't be." I assured myself sniffling.

"It can't." Sobs were threatening to break out.

"Maybe I deserve what's happening to me, Eva was probably right, I starved him of sex. We didn't really talk about it but I figured he would want to, I guess I.....who am I kidding, it's all my fault.

I exhaled a little before walking out, the bell was rung and classes had ended.
Tomorrow was Friday thankfully, last day of the week before resting period for me.
We had a ten minutes recess before the next class commence. I moved in the direction of the yard feeling the need for some piece and quiet. To say I was shocked is an understatement, Dylan laid on the ground staring into space.

"Dylan..." I called out, he turned back and forced a small smile.

"You've been acting weird since yesterday after the party, did I do or say something wrong?" I asked truthfully, he didn't seem like himself ever since.

"No you didn't, I'm just having an internal battle with myself over something stupid."

"Care to share?" I beamed in dire need of a distracted.

"I'll tell if you tell me you're sad."


"Stop it Camilla."

"Alright,I'll tell you." I gave in and he sighed.

"Two years ago, something happened to me, something very important and now it's resurfacing by I'm trying to convince myself it ain't possible." I gulped. He's not talking about me, alot of things happened to him two years ago.

"Now your turn." I chuckled lightly.

"Well, it's nothing really. Kyle just had sex with Eva. Not really important." His eyes nearly popped out.

"He's an idiot." He cursed in a cold tone.

"He's not really Dylan, it's my fault. I starved him."


"I was his girlfriend yet I didn't have sex with him so he probably went ahead to do it with someone else."

"And you're blaming yourself why?" I rolled my eyes.

"Because it's..."

"Shut up." He cut me short.

"Take it from the guy who's had sex with a few girls."

"A few." I retorted and he smirk.

"Anyways, as much as I've done it, I would never make a girl feel obliged to have sex with me. It's crazy and stupid, if Kyle had sex with her, that's on him. Do not blame yourself for his stupidity."

"Dylan Emerton, oh wow. You never seize to amaze me." He did a little bow and I chuckled.....



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