{ Searching for love}
EPISODE 33
Why can't I just move on and forget any of this ever happened?
Connor is a very sweet person and doesn't deserve someone like me.
A knock landed on my door.
I quickly wiped the tears off my face. I muttered a come in and he did.
" ERM are you okay?" He asked.
I nodded as I looked away so he won't notice my reddish eyes.
" you don't look okay to me Belle. You know we can still talk about it right?" He sigh and sat down on the couch in my room.
" I said am fine just leave me alone.' I said trying to push him away even though i don't want to.
" I just wish I could leave you alone but I can't. My heart bleeds when ever I see those tears. Whatever the problem is , it ain't worth your tears okay?" With that he stood up and walked outta my room.
A part of me wanted going after him and hug him from behind telling him how much I needed his company but I can't
I just can't. Am sorry Connor but I can't let you into my messed up life
You don't really deserve someone as messed as me.
I stood and looked under my bed and brought out a small box.
I opened it and brought out the very fabric I wore.
Held it to my chest as I cried my eyes out.
I cried so much like it would take away my pain but no.
Cried till there was no more tears left to cry.
Eventually I slept off. I still have nightmares about him .
He would taunt me in my dreams telling me no one want me and it was true.
No one wants me .
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Don't mind him. Someone love you
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