"ADDICTED TO HIM"
Written ✍ by feathers
I stood somewhere close to the door with my wheelchair and listen to Miguel's conversation with my mum
I felt really bad as tears flow freely from my eyes
No matter how angry I get am still head over heels for miguel.
Maybe he is right I need some private time alone to get over this trauma
I peep through my curtains I just wanna look at his handsome face once more
But instead I saw him throwing things around
I know its hard for him but we just have to do this
A tear drop excaped my eyes but I was quick to wipe it off when I remembered his words of me not crying again.
I don't think I can ever stop loving him.
I groaned angrily as I kept throwing stuffs away, It hurts pretty bad I thought I could handle it like a man but I failed badly
My love for sawyer had weaken me so badly
Why does it have to be this way, love hurts
I yelled and kept throwing more stuffs away.
My mum and cody came rushing to my room but I maintained an expressionless face
"Miguel what's wrong why is room like this" mum asked with concern in her voice.
"Mum I killed my baby I killed my child
Have lost everything because of my stupidity " I yelled on top of my voice and smashed the side lamp on the wall.
"Calm down son ion understand what you are saying " she said while cody just looked at me with a face I can't read.
"Mum sawyer's pregnancy is gone all because of me" I yelled out tears.
"What?? " mum said in shock.
"Now I am gonna loose but sawyer too cause my action. I fucking hate love " I growled.
And fell to the ground as I cried like a child whose sweet was taken away from him
Have never been so hurt all my life.
Mum hugged me tenderly patting my back to calm down.
I Miguel to relax after much words of assurance from her.
Been away for a while , I trust joe would had put the plan into action.